Just try to speak the words
you always leave behind
like ghosts
Memory, Loneliness, Oblivion
your heart will stay empty
28/6/12
16/6/12
This bitter post
Let's fill our mouths.
The queue is long
And I got bored waiting
Let's fill our mouths.
I will never reach the end
with you
10/6/12
28/5/12
20/5/12
A sensitive post
That angry feeling
when you catch yourself listening to the same song for the last 5 hours.
-or thought you did
-did you?
-ever?
-will you ?
-ever?
-come?
A lo v/n ely post
-What are we doing here?
-Are you lonely?
-Is there any good memory?
-Is there anything that fits?
-Where are you going?
-What are you doing in the dark?
-Have you ever tried to find your name?
-When did everyone disappear?
-What are you doing tonight?
-I'm trying to sleep without you.
-I'm trying to make love to myself
-I'm trying to love myself
-When did I loose you?
-When did I get lost?
-This is the start.
-And that's the end in it.*
-I have a sea that needs to be written.
-Take a seat, it's gonna be your longest night.
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19/5/12
Multiply this post
We Are Trees - Teenage Heartbreak (cLICK IT!)
Εμείς είμαστε νέοι και θλιμμένοι
Δεν έχουμε ανάγκη από λυρισμό
Έχουμε ο ένας τον άλλο
Παράνομα
Μια ένωση
Μια δαίρεση
Ένας πολλαπλασιασμός
Πόσα ερωτηματικά γεννάει (ερωτηματικό)
13/5/12
The interpretation of dreams
Το ότι έτυχε να ζούμε σε κοινό χρόνο και τόπο θα μπορούσε να ερμηνευθεί σα μια ονειρική σύμπτωση.
Το ότι αντιλαμβανόμαστε και ερμηνεύουμε το χρόνο και το τόπο με παρόμοιες τακτικές δημιουργεί μεταξύ μας μια κοινή, στοιχειωδή πραγματικότητα.
Τα κενά μεταξύ πραγματικού και ονειρικού καλύπτονται επειδή σε βλέπω στον ύπνο μου .
Τόσο κενό. Σαν έρωτας.Σαν.
23/4/12
17/4/12
Tα κενά που μας ενώνουν
Ψάχνω να βρω ένα κενό ανάμεσα στις λέξεις. Μια ανάσα
Να κοιτάξω τη θάλασσα να χάνεται στο άπειρο καθώς κρατάω ανέμελα, σχεδόν αθώα, την κουπαστή.
Αυτή η μοναδική στιγμή τέλειας μοναξιάς
Αναρωτιέμαι πόσο εγωιστικό θα ήταν αν δε σε φώναζα να μοιραστούμε τη θέα στα δύο
Αν κρατούσα όλη αυτή τη μπλε πίτα για πάρτη μου
Ίσως τελικά γι'αυτό και μόνο να ναι οι σχέσεις
Για να επιβεβαιώνουν τον εγωισμό μας
Για να δημιουργούν τους τοίχος, τις, πόρτες, τα παράθυρα που βάζουμε μέσα το κενό μας
Εχθές μου χάρισες ένα βάζο
Το άφησα κενό
Χωρίς λουλούδι , χωρίς τίποτα
Περήφανο
Τρεμάμενο
Εκκρεμές
Ανάμεσα στη ζωή και το θάνατο
Το άφησα κενό
Φοβήθηκα να πειράξω
Να βιάσω την ουσία του.
16/4/12
12/4/12
My dear friend,
Yesterday
I walked through a city of ghosts
And I realised how much
I miss
your shadows on my body.
There is an army of ants in my ears
I hide carnations in my mouth
Come to find them
30/3/12
A hungry post
My love,
I saw you the other night at the bar
You look happy and naïve
I don’t remember when you became a memory
I don’t know where you found the time to destroy your mirror truth
I was always too busy for all that staff
You look so ugly and not mine
You said you will always be mine
But I am against the idea of property
So I chose to hate you
Next time we will be 80 years old
I will be taller
And
You
You
You
You will have a name
23/3/12
10/3/12
4/3/12
Sunday Lists
When it’s Sunday and you look at old photos.
A forgotten summer
A hidden memory
A shirt that used to be your favorite
The love that proved not to be the one of your life
Things that you were sure about
Knowledge you thought you had
Friends that disappeared
Those that are still here
And new that came
The second love of your life
The most incredible beach
Words that you used the most
and then you lost
Changes and steps
Shoes and mirrors
Travels and mushrooms
Happiness and different meanings
A bus, a plane, a ship
12 hours on boat
Seemed endless, seem as never happened
A fish
A fish
A hundred of plans
Names and songs
A nice surprise
And a real cake
A cup of coffee with the best cigarette
You feel old
When you realize the young you were
2/3/12
29/2/12
See Emily swim
Dance Sara dance dance and swim and play and see. I miss you like a snake misses his friend. Like a blanket misses the revolutionary nightmares. Its you that tomorrow will tell me the end of the film. And I will smoke.
I can hear your lemon eyes
21/2/12
My smoke, your smoke
In a few minutes we are going to destroy this city with our magic cigarettes
Our smoke in their faces
Space Blanket - Undercover Genious CLICK IT!
15/2/12
11/2/12
this is not a love letter, it is a bomb from the outer space
bLue foundation - bonfires (cLICK IT!)
Yes, I have to admit that your tenderness makes my weaknesses fade away.
Your music makes my night better.
In your smile I hide my fears.
In youreyes I can become romantic and feel no guilt about that.
The reenactment of your image can kill my most difficult nights.
I am turning into a girl while you remind me of my male motives.
In that cold level of understanding my hermaphrodite identity, you give me soup and bring me to bed.
Why don’t you stay?
Let’s dance and forget our failures.
Let’s swim naked and draw a line in the skies.
My notebook is still empty.
My thoughts are turning red.
Is it blood or wine?
Let’s clean that mess.
Let’s buy a pet.
Don’t pay attention,
The fish in the bowl still tries to remember why we are here.
What’s the name of the feeling that always makes me run away?
Your music makes my night better.
In your smile I hide my fears.
In your
The reenactment of your image can kill my most difficult nights.
I am turning into a girl while you remind me of my male motives.
In that cold level of understanding my hermaphrodite identity, you give me soup and bring me to bed.
Why don’t you stay?
Let’s dance and forget our failures.
Let’s swim naked and draw a line in the skies.
My notebook is still empty.
My thoughts are turning red.
Is it blood or wine?
Let’s clean that mess.
Let’s buy a pet.
Don’t pay attention,
The fish in the bowl still tries to remember why we are here.
What’s the name of the feeling that always makes me run away?
9/2/12
Your sweetest smile and your sweetest words
Keep them for your sleuths
I am more than this
Give me some violent thoughts
and I can make you happy
I will follow you to the hottest beach
I will put oil in your old motorcar
I will share with you my yoga mat
I will grow in my garden the most beautiful speech
I will raise your children
In that moment of death
when you always lie your body
I promise not to keep you alive
In that hectic, demanding sphere
My silence will be your only shelter
Just give me your violent smile
Keep them for your sleuths
I am more than this
Give me some violent thoughts
and I can make you happy
I will follow you to the hottest beach
I will put oil in your old motorcar
I will share with you my yoga mat
I will grow in my garden the most beautiful speech
I will raise your children
In that moment of death
when you always lie your body
I promise not to keep you alive
In that hectic, demanding sphere
My silence will be your only shelter
Just give me your violent smile
2/2/12
Skin
Gonjasufi - Skin click it
όταν μου λείπεις σε συγχωρώ,
η απόσταση σε αθωώνει
Θέλω να γίνω βίαιος, να επιτεθώ σε ό,τι με πληγώνει.
Το αύριο, όμως, είναι πάντα πιο κοντά απ' ό,τι είναι το τώρα.
"Two years ago
Who would have known
That I could be so famous
Don't kill me without love
I'm filthy!
Forgive me cause I'm..
I'm filthy in this life...
In my skin, in my skin
Forget me!
Kill me, kill me, kill me!"
26/1/12
Support your locals #7
Καμιά φορά αναρωτιέσαι. Ανοίγεις τα μάτια, μπαινοβγαίνεις στο δωμάτιο. Γίνεσαι κανονικός. Βγαίνεις από το σπίτι. Μπαίνεις στο τρένο. Βγάζεις τα ακουστηκά. Μπαίνεις στη μουσική. Βγάζεις το βιβλίο. Μπαίνεις σε μια ιστορία αλλά ζαλίζεσαι και βγαίνεις. Από την ιστορία. Και το τρένο. Αναρωτιέσαι πού θα πας. Μπαίνεις στον πιο σύντομο δρόμο. Βγαίνεις έξω από τα ρούχα σου. Μπαίνεις, όμως, στο μυαλό των περαστικών και δίνεις άλλοθι. Αναρωτιέσαι. Βγαίνεις με κόκκινο στο δρόμο. Ευκαιρία. Μπαίνεις στη ζεστασιά των υποχρεώσεων. Βγάζεις κάθε ενοχλητική σκέψη από το κεφάλι. Μπαίνεις σε σέηφ μόουντ. Βγαίνεις για τσιγάρο. Κρυώνεις. Ξαναμπαίνεις. Μπαίνεις στη σκέψη του τί έχεις ανάγκη. Ζαλίζεσαι. Βγαίνεις. Από την ιστορία. Βγάζεις συμπεράσματα. Αναρωτιέσαι. Είναι όλα δικά σου. Όχι; Βάζεις ετικέτες. Τιμές, προσφορές, σωστό, λάθος. Βγάζεις ένα πιστόλι. Αναρωτιέσαι. Το ξαναβάζεις μέσα. Μπαίνεις σε μια ντουλάπα. Κοιμάσαι. Βγάζεις κραυγές. Βγάζεις εμετούς, θεούς καιέρωτες. Μπαίνεις στη σκέψη ότι είσαι πάλι οχτώ χρονών. Νομίζεις πως χορεύεις. Νομίζεις. Μπαίνεις στα παπούτσια σου. Πας να σηκωθείς. Πας να βγεις. Αισθάνεσαι άβολα. Στα παπούτσια, όχι στη ντουλάπα. Κοιμάσαι. Αναρωτιέσαι. Κλείνεις τα μάτια. Καμιά φορά αναρωτιέσαι.
19/1/12
Support your locals #6
Do the Dance
BLOOD still dance
Do the memory
Happen
Watch that violent scene
Cut her arm
Make her scream
Give me some more
Do you like it?
Did you expect it?
It's there in front of you
Every day
Don't be a liar
Do you like it?
Do
you
like
it
?
17/1/12
I need some smoke in my face
Man is a bellicose species.
Natural phenomena are perceived both as life and enemies.
God is the rain. Fear is the thunder.
Being in urban environment he fights against the power, other humans and time.
Politics, religions and societies take the place of nature but they cannot really replace it.
We lack of our natural lifestyle but it is yet impossible to give away from the social.
We are stuck in a hole of evolutionary procedures.
That's why we are all depressed we'll never be totally happy.
Is art our survival kit?
Is it the rope to bring us outside the hole or to hang ourselves from that old bulb on the ceiling?
12/1/12
atrocity exhibition
This is the way
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10/1/12
dance me to the end of song
I will never watch an entire movie with you
I prefer sleeping in your arms before seeing that fucking "The End" on the screen
Yes, that's strange
Everything is a matter of unconscious self protection
That what normal lovers do
Don't they?
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1/1/12
Cheap wine , Mortal Dancers
πανικός κανονικός πάνω κάτω στο εντός εκτός των άλλων επί τέλους και χορός βασιζόμενος στο κρύο με τακούνια μελανιές τα μάτια φωτιές κάνεις πως δεν κλαις κανείς όπως τον θες μια τρίχα στο παλτό και μπύρα πήρα στο κενό αν πιστέψεις θα χαθώ στο εκεί και στο εδώ φτιάχνω ρήμα το αλκοώλ στοπ οτήρι θα σε βρω
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